my rosh hashana

i had a great rosh hashana. The seccond day is my big sister's birthday. It was pretty fun. We went to these ppl's house for dinner the seccond night. They're really cute - they kept telling me and viva that we had to fast the week before so that we would eat a lot. I read two nicholas sparks books (Message in a Bottle and The Wedding) one of which was really reall sad (Message.) and the other of which was really really cute and sweet and romantic and all (The Wedding). Now I'm starting True Beleiver. I have no idea if it's sad or happy, but i'm guessing happy because theres a sequel, and you can't have a sequel if you kill off a main character, which is what he (Nicholas Sparks) does in his sad books. But enough about what i read. My rosh hashana was pretty good.
To quote shiffy, "OMGSH i can just tell. this year is gonna be good" (except that she added my name in the middle, but the point is what she said.) And you know, last year ended off well - i made up with someone who i thought would never forgive me, who i thought i could never forgive. And now we're ok. So this year... things are looking good and happy.

rosh hashana

tomorrow night will be rosh hashana, the begining of another year. Another time, anther chance for us. But why is it so hard to change what we do? And how do we know what the right thing to do is? I'd like to become a better Jew. But then i have these questions... Why does wearing stockings make me a better person? Does G-d care if I wear stockings? And talking to guys. Whats wrong with it? When I ask people tell me "it leads to other things." But i've been friends with certain guys for ages and ages, and it hasent led to anything and never will. I've been friends with others too, for lesstime, and there's nothing up with that. So you can't say that all friendships lead to, because thats just a lie. And thats the only thing that people tell me. So does that really make me a better person? G-d put me here with guys... did He really mean for me to ignore the existance of half the population? I'm not so sure.
I don't need anyone to answer all of these question... I just want to state this, and send this out into the black hole of the internet. Thanx for listening.
I hope that all of you forgive me for anything that I did to you this year. I don't know who all is gonna read this, so i can't just make a general statement that i forgive everyone (though i do but i was told that you should tell eache person themself and not just make a very general statement.) Shana tova umesuka... leshana tova tikasaiva vesaichaseima. (not sure if thats the right form but y'all know what i mean.)
Happy New Year!!!!

yay!

Shifra I is coming for shabbat! She is my first guest of this rafi-free year.... (as in, the only good thing about rafi being gone is that i can have boarders, who can't come to houses with guys, any week, since he won't be home for another 10 months!!) I'm sooooo excited!!!
So who else is coming to visit? sign up for weeks now!!! hee hee hee....

birthday alert!

Today is shifra isaacs' birthday!! yay! i made her a cake and got her a presant and made a card and a bunch of ballons and everything!!! It was so much fun!! (I probably had more fun giving her all the stuff than she did getting it, but hey!) It was a fun day... other than the fact that some classes were so boring that i was seriously falling asleep!!! oh well, too bad. And sorry, ST, that i havent had any time lately. I'm sorry if you feel like i'm avoiding you - i don't mean to but i keep haveing to do all these things. I'm really really really really really sorry. And i mean it. And we'll talk forever as soon as i finish my hw. (tho u may have to wait till i graduate for that....)
To everyone else, sorry if you feel left out that i wrote a whole message to ST. But a lot of other ppl have had messages dedicated to them, so it's only fair if i talk to st, rite? Tho eventually she'll end up getting a message dedicated to her too.... but whatever...

yay. school....(sarcasm, in case u couldn't tell)

Guess what? I'm and 11th Grader!!! A junior!! and the first two days of school kinda stunk!!
It was nice to see all my friends... especially the ones that i didn't see all summer, like shiffy I. Well it was also nice to see the friends that i did see, like ST and Renah. And the friends that i saw every day of the summer, like shiffy kaa and sarah. I have mrs. gibber for chumash. i like her class so far... and will continue to until any tests that we have. Oh, and i will not be happy if she makes me read. That would stink..... i'm not looking forward to explaining to yet another teacher that my hebrew sucks and i REALLY REALLY don't want to read. anyway.... physics is a little weird, so far we're only reviewing in precalc. (yes i really am taking precalc! And i'm in 11/12B!!! weird, huh?) i'm not sure i'll survive holocaust class... we're gonna have mid-terms and finals in it!! and special, which is really mishlei, with mrs. lipson is gonna be... fuuuuuun.... On the bright side, though, we get out at 4 on wednesdays and... well thats about it on the bright side... yes i really am serious, the res of it stinks!!!!!! i won't go on and on and talk about every single class.... if i do only ST will read it, and it'd put even her to sleep. Well rivkah's pretty dedicated too, but still. On the other hand, anything that get ST to actually go to sleep.... hmmm maybe i should just for that plus!!!!!